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| Hi world...
Just to let everyone know... well those who don't know, I finally got a job and it's in DC... so if you're ever in this direction, give me a ring so we can hang out... ^_^ | | |
| Changes...
Life changes for me in strange ways... I've become someone that I'm proud of, yet at the same time I'm not so proud of... I'm not sure what to do with my life and where I NEED to go to make the next step. I think that I've finally come to the conclusion that I must move on, but that doesn't always mean moving away.... I think that in my mind the whole concept of moving on has been to move away, cause that's what I've done at all the different phases in my life, but I know better now... I know I don't have to move to be moving on with my life but I also know that because I've had this mentality for a while now, I've become someone different than who I used to be...
I used to be a person who was always happy and look at the positive things in life, but now I'm not that person anymore...well at least not on the outside... I yell more, I curse more, and I am ashamed more...
Now that I know what it is to be moving on in my life, can I finally go back to who I once was??? I wonder... Only time will tell what till happen to me, but I only hope for the best and am anxiously awaiting the time when the next phase in my life opens its doors for me...
Until then...
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| wow... this is my first entry in like six months or so... how weird...lol... anyways, life is still the same, but I'm trying to find new ways of being happy with it... I want to get back to who I used to be... and it's hard... too many goals to achieve... keep you up to date on how I do...kekeke... peace~ | | |
| wow has it been a long time...
well... not sure what to say... just need to say something, but don't know what it is and how to say it...
missin... a part...
sorry for it all...
I have this void, and I don't know how to get over it... I have this thing about myself that I hate, but I know that I am this way... I want to change and feel the need to change, but just don't know how...and when... I hope it comes to me soon... I want to be me again... whole and happy...
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| wow... I finally got an office job... it's part time, but it's a start... | | |
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